As I sit here listening to a Baby Einstein video for the hundreth time this year, I can't believe how much Sydney has changed my life. I try to remember my life without her and it seems only a foggy memory, even though Syd is only 8 months old. I can still remember the day when I found out I was pregnant, after 3 years of trying and heartache. I can remember the first picture, the first kick, the first time I heard her heartbeat and I didn't even know if it was a boy or a girl. I just knew I was in love!!! From the first moment, I met Sydney I knew she had been the something missing from my life. She has become my world in such a short time!! I have watched her learn all of these stepping stone with such pride as if I accomplished them. I know there have been days when I wonder what have I gotten myself into, and then that smile comes over Syd's face, what ever it was seems to fade away to nothing. How can she do that??? All I know is that my life is better because of her!!